Wednesday, July 25, 2007

One Month

One month from today I'm going to the American Idol auditions in Philly. Four weeks.
I got into a bicycle accident a few days ago. I borrowed one of my younger sister's bikes. Her girlfriend was working on the bolts and screws on it. I had no idea. I took it and went down one of the many hills in the second hilliest city in the nation. I jumped off the curb and the front wheel flew away sending me to the concrete. I've called out of work the past three days. No way I can work in a factory with my leg oozing and open gashes on my arm. It sucks but that's what I love (sort of) about riding my bike.
I'll be okay though in four weeks. I'm sure there will be a trace of scars...

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

I'm Here to Inspire

American Idol is a good way to get a message to millions of people. Sure I can blog and people can happen to come across it, but it's not that impactful...if that's a word.
I'm going through tough times right now. I believe a good judge of character is how fast you pick yourself up after you fall down. I'm not talking economically but spiritually, the soul...and I'm NOT talking about religion.
I'm experiancing a break-up and I'm sharing it with the world. It's my first and I'm quite confused.
Twice I've progressed in this competition to the judges. I know over confidence is a bad thing as last year's Jersey auditions proved but I have plans, sort of, for this year.
Right, so about inspiring, I believe my life already is inspiring. My drill sergeant once said in awe ," Tozier-Robbins, you have a big will." I just stood there. I already knew that.
A long time ago this kid said to me out the blue, " I get it! You think your life is a movie! We could all be standing here and that tree would fall down just cuz you're here!"
I told my mom some force is following me. One day I entered the house but my own presence preceded me. Long story.
I know these all seem like started ramblings and I may come off as weird, which I slightly am, but there is method to the madness...
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